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Moving to Lubbock in two days, starting school in ten. Aside from the fact that I'll be busy with my studies, I am no longer permitted to handle my vehicle and will likely be in more of a crunch for time than I would have been otherwise. I'm declaring this as an LOA, but I will resign if I cannot maintain good activity.
 
heads up, apparently my ex housemates took the router so until i get that sorted i won't be on the server unless my laptop still works and even then it won't be as often

I'll still be on the forums and sf and discord to shitpost ic and never be satisfied with any map anyone presents before me
 
long story short ill be pretty inactive for a while because of rl stuff (writing pretty much two exams a week starting soon, school student council stuff, class representive stuff, organizing the school representive vote & lgbtq stuff)

but im not resigning
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(but yeah don't expect me to do a lot for a while; i'll probably limit my activity to weekends)
 
This isn't the post I wanted to be making, nor the one I thought I'd be making right now. But my LOA will be extended for another week, as opposed to ending when it should have(around now). I'm moving to a new place and won't have internet for another week, roughly. So until I get my internet I'll still be on LOA, sorry if my absence has been at all an inconvenience.
 
tyler franze is the t swift to captain's kanye

officially have internet back what up

pew confirmed for that guy who tried to turn the backlash of t swifts new trash into a sexism thing

rating spam is weak, do unjustified violence to my character like a real gangster
 
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I resign.

I've been thinking this decision over for a while and I'm not interested in holding a position in HL2 as an admin anymore.

I'll not be leaving the community. I'll still be around. I think that I'll have better experiences on the server in the future if I was a player. See you.


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Hi all,

Not necessarily sure how to say this, so I'll just come out with it. I'm finished with this whole thing, I guess. I spent some of the better parts of my adolescence here and I loved every minute of it. For me, it was a way to get away from life and hide in a way. It isn't that easy. Life seeped into the place I used as an escape and hit me. It hit me hard.

I've experienced a lot of grief here - but I won't act like it was all bad. I really enjoyed it, it was the funnest thing ever. I should've went awhile ago, I've had so much stress over this place. It really isn't just as simple as roleplaying. I've had so much fun talking to people and meeting people, and I've felt a lot of emotions while being apart of this whole thing. Serious depression, real happiness, all that shit. It was life.

Anyway, I think I've stayed long enough. One of my posts was me ranting about how I feel like I'm wasting time and it was just a big existential crisis thing, and that partly contributes to this decision I guess. I do too much thinking for my own good I've been told. I intend to stay gone, so I just want everybody who looked out for me and took care of me to know I really appreciate you. Stay well. If you really really want to, you can keep in contact. You know where you can find me.

So, yeah, take care of yourselves. I'm glad that I could spend that portion of my teenage years hanging out with you guys. Writing the stories I did was so awesome.

 
Oh, I forgot about this one.
LOA 3-8 October. Gonna chill out last time before the uni hits.
 
So I owe an update as to why I've been so spotty recently (no I am not resigning).

Since february this year I've been going through a shitty family crisis that isn't going to recover but recent developments - which is why I went on LOA to begin with - means my time online isn't something I can take for granted as I used to be able to even a few months ago. I now have to be a lot more 'ready' to jump in and help at literally a moments notice and requires I be able to pull myself away from whatever I'm doing oftentimes without telling anyone.

This isn't helpful for getting yourself involved in complex plots or even being able to passive consistently without having to dart away and makes events almost impossible unless I get lucky. It also means almost all the personal plots I had have since fallen away in the past two months and in general have made it really hard for me to get back into things, especially on James.

You add that on top of real life coming first and my 'IC' presence has fallen by the wayside as what time I get to myself is usually either relaxing because stress or doing something entirely different from RPing.

Hopefully this'll ease up into a routine and in the meantime I'm still staffing behind the scenes and stuff; I haven't entirely vanished. This is just an explanation.
 
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