that was a bit kneejerk on my partwelp.
guess I'm back from loa. I'm not any less busy than I was when I left, and those other things still take priority over this. but now we have some uh, vacancies.
fuck it. wasn't using my free time anyway.
I think a better way to explain the kind of dread I'm talking about is to say it's a fear of missing out on something we all put a lot of sweat, blood, tears, heart into. we all feel that, but while not everyone is worn out, some are, and you can't keep the foot on the gas forever and keep redlining. You gotta stop for fuel, and once in a while you need to change your oil. Those of you that do feel like you need a break, take a break, and evaluate ways you can improve the experience for everyone while you are gone. That's what I'm planning on doing. I'm gonna try not to stress out about putting this on hold and you shouldn't either. If people aren't interested after a little break, they wouldn't have been interested in the story now. Oh well; things get left on the cutting room floor. For those of you not feeling exhausted, and still feeling a craving for the setting, don't let a population of 11 or 5 or 3 hold you back while we're in a lull. Tell smaller-scale stories.we've had the foot on the accelerator since launch and now that we've eased off the gas a little, it hurts to see people act like the sky is falling after half a year of pretty regular activity
personally i think a part of it got to the point that a lot of good people couldn't keep up, and a few either needed to leave the team and focus on other aspects of their life or take an extended loa.
Only replying to this cause I actually think people should know the kind of bully you are. Months of me being a 'shadow RDA' and having no involvement at all and you aggressively following up my messages with some snide bait shit? That's fine since I never respond, but the second my name switches from white to red and you take the easy way out during HL2's lull? Sad ass dude.I was offered a spot on the admin team twice, but joined only after 'resigned'. Had I known this was going to be such a big farce, I wouldn't have even bothered. Shadow RDA was somehow easy to swallow, but I really can't stand this.
Had a good time though I realize I was never the most active driving force behind the team and the iteration. No hard feelings towards anyone except the obvious.